🎙️ Ep #17: I’m Back – What This Summer Taught Me About Motherhood, Healing & Trust

0:00 Welcome to IndieVineFlow, your podcast for Conscious Mindpreneurs. I'm your host Jasmin and welcome back from this summer break! We have September now it's been a full summer at least on my end. i don't know how your summer was but wow we've been to festivals...we camped. We created a hosted circles offline for other mothers and mompreneurs.

0:40 That was an amazing experience! we've been spending the summer in Portugal mainly, and Portugal is so welcoming to us big aspect community, a big community of young families who are also very open to the spiritual realm and you know living life differently. so I feel very welcome here. And yeah i'm happy to be back!

1:11 I am so freaking happy... Life has been full. there's been so many adventures and also things I've learned over the summer. I have been holding my mom power circle now for all of this whole Summer, And i really feel like it's so potent that will continue doing It! And there is another beautiful thing thats going to come up That has been creating in the background.

1:40 its been there For a think years since Im a Mom I've, um...I really have this deep desire to give other mothers the possibility to learn what i've learned and to teach because I love teaching. And but for mothers ,i feel like. there needs teachings that we experience if we want to do trainings. They usually are very time-consuming and me as a conscious mother, I'm not able a time-consuming training, so I'm working on the training that's doable for mothers.

2:37 That is very exciting news anyway! Before... So what todays topic about? Well ,today's podcast is about ...about story. i want to tell you..that has changed alot in our life and ..i wanna take u into a difficult experience that I had over the summer and how i resolved it personally, so you can take out maybe inspiration on how to resolve really difficult sticky things.

3:22 That your children and yourself are going through. but before I dive into this...I would love to fill out a questionnaire that if you do so, you will receive free reading from me. How does it look like? So in the questionnaire you can tell me whatever is on your mind or what ever you're struggling with and you would love some higher guidance on.

3:54 I will then connect with this issue with your soul whatever you want to call it and get, channel a higher perspective on what your struggling with. So usually that's I do those kind of readings for one hundred and eleven euros And this will be free. if help me shape the new training for mothers and mampreners That have channeled in downloaded last week in its entirety, but I really would love your real impact and your issues and struggles.

4:38 And how this training so that I can shape the training according to your needs? So fill out the questionnaire it's like eight minutes and you will get a free reading from me and clearing .So i will not only do channeling ,but also send clearing healing on the sticky issue that you are dealing with. Let's dive into this episode!

5:10 Where do we start? So some of you might know, my daughter has been born with double kidneys so four kidneys and for urethas And we've had quite a lot traumatic experiences in hospitals due to urine affections, operations where one part of her kidney was removed and all the consequences that you have to deal with when taking antibiotics.

5:45 When going through traumatic hospital experiences and so on... And for one year she was totally fine no symptoms nothing! due to also a lot of healing that I did and we did together, with her let's say higher self. Together with other brilliant healers who have the honor work with me And during those processes every single time We resolved an issue That my daughter has been dealing something like in the whole family dynamics shifted and it's been amazing.

6:30 And this time around she had a urine infection again, and luckily we could treat at home with oral antibiotics but just came back after three days of the ten-day antibiotics therapy came back... With a lot pain! For me Anxiety that we will go back to this horror scenario. We had in the first two years and I said, okay?

7:14 something themselves and they also are still very physical. So children in the first seven years of life, then a theta-brain wave state... And their'e very physical! They're VERY connected to Earth. so that's why lot of Children get sick quite easily but can also resolve it quite easily because there is SO connected to earth.

7:44 And asso... pay attention your child has symptoms not out of nowhere. They usually show or point to something they want work on, their soul wants to work on... Something that you and the family dynamic should look at. And so it's always a gift. It is always present. I know this very hard see when are right in but it's a present that your child is sick, working through something.

8:26 Because usually maybe you've noticed as well often they get sick when they are in growth spurt. so when they're growing the system needs to rewire itself. It needs to be rewired into next growth step Next growth evolutionary sort of path there on. and So first of all awareness perspective shifting. On.

9:01 this is something very important. And so for me, I usually don't have this in the first second. she's feeling sick right? I'm really focused on trying to help her get through it and be with her in holder. But then I got the point was like, okay what is she telling us? What can we do to help or support here on another level not only medicine physical realm but on an energetic realm!

9:27 What does one want show us?! What's it about?? What can you resolve??? Like whats present at gift in this? And so...I did a deep, deep theater healing session with her and herself. And we found out that she was forced to step into her next growth step because of me! Because I was initiated at one of the festivals.

9:56 We went too...I also facilitated a woman's circle in red tent. It is so potent my soul with shifted timelines ahead that my soul was initiated into embodying my higher truth on the next level, which felt also uncomfortable for me I have to say. It was a big step for me holding other women and others mothers And A lot of them in The Red Tent.

10:32 so The Red Hand has this sacred, feminine woman gathering and for some reason like not even long ago I did not think i could do this. Like you know far ahead enough to do that. but then I was sitting there and suddenly thrown into this facilitating a circle on intuition in business and motherhood And...I loved it!

11:01 It's going so well deep, vulnerable shares and we all had a deep healing, initiatory moment together. Same as in my online bioburkly manpower circles they're so powerful! Anyway I stepped into this higher truth that i felt It was calling me a long time ago, but now I'm embodying it. And my daughter thought we will lose connection if she's not evolving as fast as i am.

11:44 She thought you would be left behind otherwise. So this is interesting right? Her soul was feeling oh shoot! I need to work on the stuff that still there. and because her, she's always prone to this kidney blood area. That's where a lot of growth potential is still for her. She got a urine infection again.

12:12 Her system said okay let's you know Let's work on this! How can I say this? so you really understand? It's very hard when her soul knows that the children know what they need to work on. Her system initiated it... new growth steps, so they said there's still something. There is an issue in my blood and kidney system.

12:44 I need to get resolved and step into the next evolutionary step.". She even said she would have waited another three or four years if not for me stepping harder on truth! Um, yeah. So I thought that was very interesting. and then what we found out? so What is it? She wanted to work on an issue she still needed to resolve And interestingly she held a lot of anger and resentment towards men in general and dates back for her four generations back maternal lines my maternal line as well where Great grandmother, oh my god I don't know.

13:27 Held this strong belief that she's a strong woman who wants to express herself in her passion and purpose but somehow ends up again back you know in man dominance But not really being supported up and showing herself as a female in her female power. So she held this belief, and this deep anger and resentment towards men still from these four generations back not being supported in who she is.

14:12 so that's why I also always felt like she never liked man And she a lot of time rejects her dad doesn't let him really in. And then the circle, it's like a vicious cycle because then I also don't feel supported. she sees that i'm not supported by the man Because when you reject her dad Her Dad can support me and holding her.

14:37 So this is really tricky cycle! It was for her real reality That its true that men dont' really support women in everything really, basically. And I also still was holding this belief in a way and being resentful towards my partner... ...and then in the session i said but I can forgive you know? I'm open that this could change and she's sad.

15:12 like Ananda said her high self said no! Can't forgive You know?! This is too bad to deep. But then what shifted is that we decided to step out of this collective belief and this old believe, holding grudges against the man in a masculine. And being able be powerful and have strength as a woman. but it doesn't need only motivation.

15:51 go out there and you know also for me to lead my business, I can still be supported by the men. And um i don't have to. how do you say prove that i could do it alone? You know That doesn't make me better It just makes it harder for me right. So collectively Ananda and we both decided to let go of this, and now we are able be supported by the masculine in our endeavours.

16:33 And really for me it has shifted a lot because I saw that actually my man is trying help and support all ways he can but its not always easy! Because if Ananda rejects him looking after her then he is also not able to support. But now we showed her discernment, I mean it's good too have a distance maybe towards men and be more cautious about that for girls but between man and her dad.

17:28 And that makes the big difference, you won't believe me! That after this healing session I was so strong and potent... ...that i see she's opening up more to her Dad. since then She is letting him in more..I can retreat more often....and THIS IS WOW!!! I can't tell you, but this shit really works. It really does work!

18:04 To shift those limiting beliefs from generations back ancestral beliefs also within our kids already because they show and we can shift these in ourselves with them too. And it's so beautiful to see and God gives me so much relief... ...to not have to hold all together myself. What is always very important, there was a positive way of why I'm still holding onto that belief because It gave in a way motivation on my own.

18:45 but i've let go off this! I am still motivated you know? To live my purpose But be more supported. I don't need to hold a grudge or resentment, or anger towards men in order to be... ...a powerful woman. So i hope that story helped you first of all realize That there is more to it. when your child has physical issues They usually want to tell something and also work through something And that there are ways to heal this, and transform it.

19:30 That then show up in real life! This is the work I think every mother should know. how do that. The world would change right? To be better i guess... So this what I said at first.. I want you to learn too, if you feel the calling as a mother for yourself. To become this strong of woman or healer...to work with those limiting beliefs and transform them and rewire them.

20:12 do sacred rewiring not only within your self but also in children and for your business because if you resolve all those issues, You are able to show up more in Your Business. Um...You're able To get rid of limiting beliefs on blocks And everything that is still In the way of showing Up. So this training Is will be For yourself as a mother?

20:45 family dynamics, but also for your personal life and creation. And moving forward in life... You can even if you're a healer already or someone who is the coach or mentoring others work with this modality. so that's my aim! If just have the slight calling of wanting to know more about this and diving into it, then fill out the questionnaire for free.

21:18 It's just eight minutes and you will get a free reading afterwards. The link to the questionnaire will be in the show notes And I can't wait to hear from You! And i kind of wait To hear what YOU feel About the story. if you had any aha moments If anything resonated with you... I'm super happy that you're here listening.

21:43 Yeah, can't wait to get back into this every single week again. Sending you all lots of love and your doing great mama!