Toldot 5786 | Rav David Zahtz

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(0:07) Introducing the In‑Utero Battle of Toldot
(1:23) Rivkah’s Question: Why Does This Happen to Me?
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Addressing the in-utero struggle between Ya'akov and Esav in Parashat Toldot, the Sfat Emet questions the personal relevance of a Torah narrative detailing twins destined for either Torah or idolatry. He explains that this story reflects the internal battle within every person, as each individual possesses competing tendencies that attract them toward Torah or pull them toward distraction and idolatry. Reflecting on Rivkah's distress over harboring an impulse that pushed her away from God, the shiur teaches that true growth is produced precisely by confronting challenges, difficulties, and the risk of failure. Ultimately, these inner struggles are not meant to debilitate us, but to empower and strengthen us to conquer the evil inclination.
1. Battle in utero — In Parashat Toldot, Rashi explains that when Rivkah passed a makom Torah, Ya'akov pushed, and when she passed avodah zarah, Esav pushed.
2. Internal human tendencies — The Sfat Emet teaches that shenei goyim bevitnech indicates every individual possesses conflicting internal tendencies that attract them to Torah or distract them toward avodah zarah.
3. Obligation to conquer — A person's essential job is to actively push, fight, and conquer the inner inclinations that pull them toward avodah zarah.
4. Rivkah's profound question — Recalling the first words of the Aseret Hadibrot, Rivkah asked "Lamah zeh anochi?", questioning how an internal force could exist that distances a person from HaKadosh Baruch Hu.
5. Growth through challenge — Growth stems from difficulty and the risk of failure; internal struggles are not meant to debilitate, but to empower a person to be zocheh to greater strength.