Sleep Over with Carolyn and Laila
von Dr. Carolyn Lovewell (formerly Carolyn Elliott)
- monatlichErscheinungsrhythmus
- 55 mintypische Länge
- 15. Okt. 2025letzte Folge
What happens when two modern ladies wake up to their immortal Magickal nature? Well, Carolyn and Laila founded a world-famous initiation into the Western Esoteric Tradition called Sleep Over Mystery School.
On this here podcast they have a lot of fun talking amongst themselves and with other initiates and end up sharing ideas about Existential Kink, the Golden Dawn, star friends, Thelema, Aleister Crowley, Carl Jung, the 12 steps, time loops, and the art of being 1980s-style trad wives (the kind who are into diet Coke and having careers).
Folgen
Babalon & Making the Christian Unconscious, Conscious
Carolyn and Laila sit down to talk about what mad fever of individuation has them launching BABALON Ekklesia, an astral abbey and online mega-church dedicated to the Whore of Babylon, complete with Mass and Confession. Spoiler: it’s all abo
The benefits of being in a magickal order
A bunch of Sleep Over Mystery School leaders and initiates reflect on the benefits of being a part of the freshest and sexiest branch of the Rosicrucian magickal order.
Alchemical Dissolution
What does the process of alchemical dissolution entail? How do we abet it? Various initiates weigh in with hard-won wisdom at the Sleep Over Mystery School reunion camp out.
The Witchcraft to Jesus Pipeline
Carolyn and Laila hang out at a public park and talk loudly about the Witchcraft to Jesus pipeline and how it connects to the Whore of Babylon- plus- the RIGHT way to read the Book of Revelation.
Jesus in the New Aeon : how Answer to Job changes Christianity
Carolyn Lovewell sits down with Sleep Over Mystery School initiates Rye, Mackenzie, Laura, River, and Julia to talk about the mind-blowing way that Jung’s under-appreciated theological masterpiece, Answer to Job, changes the game of Christi
How and why magick works
Carolyn and Laila sit in Laila’s living room with Laila’s sweet baby Christopher who coos a lot, to explain how the subtle rules the dense and makes magick possible.
Why you need to do magick now more than ever
Carolyn and Laila talk about common inner conflicts people often have about doing magick and why it’s so important to overcome these. Also you can sign up for Will to Magick, our life-changing live seminar on healing your hesitations around
Self-realization and the Ma’at current with Mackenzie Victory-Oatman
Carolyn sits down at the Jamboree with Mackenzie Victory-Oatman, a SOMS initiate, to a riveting talk about Crowley, Jung, Nema, and what it means to realize the Self and forgiveness of the horrors of the world via the 93 current, including
An Initiate’s Journey
Carolyn sits down at the Mahasiddha Jamboree, a Sleep Over Mystery School reunion in West Virginia… … to talk with Rita, an initiate and a psychologist. Carolyn and Rita discuss Rita’s journey of initiation, and Eastern vs Western spiritual
Initiation, Babalon, the Cry of the 12th Aethyr with Julia Dunne
Carolyn sits down at her kitchen table with the wonderful Julia Dunne to talk about Julia’s experience of initiation in Sleep Over Mystery School. The conversation winds to Babalon as Compassion and Understanding and Carolyn ends up reading
Sex, Existential Kink & Awakening to the Beloved with Anca Gray
Carolyn sits down for an inspiring conversation with artist Anca Gray, an initiate of Sleep Over Mystery School. They talk about Anca’s journey from evangelical Christianity to Existential Kink, the magick of sex and coming into relationshi
Magick Letters and the Hyperbody - part 3
Part three of three. On a lazy weekend morning in the spring of 2024, Carolyn quizzes her husband, the deep magickian David Lovewell, about what letters like the Germanic runes and the Hebrew letters have to do with magick, the Great Work,
Magick Letters and the Hyperbody - part 2
Part two of three. On a lazy weekend morning in the spring of 2024, Carolyn quizzes her husband, the deep magickian David Lovewell, about what letters like the Germanic runes and the Hebrew letters have to do with magick, the Great Work, an
Magick Letters and the Hyperbody - part 1
On a lazy weekend morning in the spring of 2024, Carolyn quizzes her husband, the deep magickian David Lovewell, about what letters like the Germanic runes and the Hebrew letters have to do with magick, the Great Work, and the realization o
The 12 Steps & Advaita
While their kids party in the backyard pool, Laila and Carolyn talk about honesty as the primary virtue and how they understand the 12 Steps via an Advaita perspective on total powerlessness ala Wayne Liquorman’s awesome book, the Way of Po
Dreamwork - Objectifying the Dream, Following the Dream Ego
Carolyn helps her friend Neil interpret his dream “the Cosmic Hospital.” You can come hear Carolyn teach more about dreamwork and shadow integration at Ayesha Ophelia’s Dream Lodge event in August - find more info on that event on Ayesha’s
3 Blocks to Communication and How to Solve Them with Dr. Robert Dee McDonald
The first ever episode of the Sleep Over podcast that's also on video! - Carolyn talks with her brilliant mentor, Dr. Robert Dee McDonald, about 3 Common Blocks to communication that wreck havoc in relationships of all kinds, and what can b
New Aeon Awakening via Existential Kink with Mackenzie Victory-Oatman
Carolyn sits down on her back patio with Mackenzie Victory-Oatman, a SOMS initiate, PENETRATE graduate, and genius certified Existential Kink coach. Mackenzie shares about her spiritual awakening and what she’s gained in New Aeon consciousn
What the Deep State, Whitney Webb, and Magick Have in Common
Also on the drive down to the 3rd immersion of SOMS 2024, Neil, the set guy for SOMS, and Carolyn nerd out about the rabbit hole of Whitney Webb’s reporting about the deep state in One Nation Under Blackmail and the foreboding rumors that N
Neil’s Twin Flame Relationship Advice
Carolyn and Neil, the set guy for Sleep Over Mystery School, talk about modern relationships - including the folly of Twin Flames - on their U-Haul ride down to the 3rd immersion.
Shadow Work, Theurgy, and Expanding our Capacity to be Present with High Sensation
Carolyn, Laila, and Rory talk about how Shadow Work, Theurgy, and Expanding Our Capacity to be Present with High Sensation weave together to create a virtuous upward spiral of grounded, profound positive change in our lives - and that’s why
The High Value Webinar of the Gods
Carolyn and Laila talk about the demon Olivia Soprano, the evil eye, and the psychedelic medicine of Dune 2.
The Torroidal Jelly Donut Made of Hebrew, Arabic, and Greek Letters which Extrudes the Universe
Carolyn forces Laila and other friends to nerd out with her about her current obsession: the Hermetic genius mathematician Stan Tenen and his mind- blowing discovery of the exquisite geometric metaphor underlying the pattern of the Hebrew l
Promethea / Re-Collecting Shadow Projections / Our Power as Magickians
Carolyn, Rory, Laila and David dish about the great Hermetic teaching text and comic book Promethea by Alan Moore and how it has benefited their lives and given them magickal hope.
Babalon & the Will to Numinosity
Carolyn and Laila sit down to talk about Babalon and how slutty magick shadow re-collecting power works.
Existential Kink and Battle Magick
Carolyn and Laila hang out at Laila’s kitchen table and talk about the life-saving magick of EK, the crystallization of Wholeness as Battle Magick — and also, Carolyn evidences live, in real time, her Pooh Bear Siddhi of manifesting sweet t
Higher Self Remembrance; the Fylgja and Hamingja
Listen to this if you’re in the mood for a potent distillation of high level magickal knowledge from the Germanic pagan tradition woven into Thelemic and Jungian stuff. Carolyn sits down with her wise husband David Lovewell and their dear f
Frank the Swordsman and the Great Work
While on vacation in Tulum, Carolyn sits down with Frank Cafardi, who is a steelworker, swordsman, left-hand path Germanic pagan practitioner and also her husband David’s best friend. They talk about Frank’s approach to the Great Work via m
The Traumatic Memory Resolution Project with Dr. Robert and Dr. Luzette McDonald
While Laila sleeps in for some much-needed rest, Carolyn sits down for breakfast at the El Segundo Hilton Garden Inn transdimensional vortex of healing to talk with Dr. Robert and Dr. Luzette McDonald about their Traumatic Memory Resolution
Calcination (Much Improved Audio!): what isn’t true will be burned away
(First 30 seconds have hiss, after that much better 😇) Carolyn and Laila talk with husbands David and Rory about the magick of honoring your Soul Contract - the perils of straying from the path, and the rewards of submitting to it.
