Sleep Over with Carolyn and Laila
von Dr. Carolyn Lovewell (formerly Carolyn Elliott)
- monatlichErscheinungsrhythmus
- 55 mintypische Länge
- 15. Okt. 2025letzte Folge
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Valentine’s Day Gnosticism
Carolyn & Laila talk about the erotic relationship we are all in with God/Reality.
The USA Pluto Return / Freedom Convoy
Laila comes over for brunch & Carolyn & Laila talk about the potential alignment of the U.S.A. Pluto return on Feb 22, 2022 with a U.S. version of the Freedom Convoy truck movement in Canada. Rainbow glitter pastel Midwest Mom Uber-Goth mus
A DMT Nymph in Union with Pan-Dionysus
Laila comes over to teach Carolyn to play GO. Lulu plays loudly with the pieces. David chimes in about how the Khabs is in the Ku, not the Ku in the Khabs. Laila dishes about flirting on a dating app with the humble Allen Hart, a long-time
Dark Matter & the Expansion of Consciousness
At a potluck at Carolyn’s house, Laila & Carolyn have a fun talk with poet, author and YouTube personality Kevin May (Phil Osophical) & astrologer Alexander Baker of Reverie Astrology about Dark Matter.
Having a Happy New Year in the End Times
Carolyn & Laila talk about their attitudes for the New Year in 2022, and read aloud & discuss their favorite prophecy from Richard Rudd’s masterpiece the Gene Keys.
Something just ain’t right / mass formation
Something is rotten in the censored state of the internet. Carolyn and Laila talk about it.
Permission to Rest
Laila and Carolyn talk about their evolving strategies for giving themselves deep permission to rest and surrender in a hectic world.
This. Is. What. the. Apocalypse. Looks. Like.
While Laila is out of town, Carolyn has a conversation with a dear mutual friend, Pamela Lyness, a gifted channeler and plant medicine worker. Pamela & Carolyn talk about how the world is splitting quite dramatically into a) folks tuning in
The Electric Yes!
There is really only one current in the universe - the Yes current. No is false; it’s just resistance to yes.
Riding The Waves of Putrefaction
When the surf gets rough, remember that it’s not personal, and the Hermeneutic choice remains available. Samsara’s gonna samsara.
It’s Toruses All the Way Down
Desire is here to move us, one way or another. The field of desire erupts out of everything and is simultaneously sucking everything into itself. In this episode we discuss, among many other things, the ultimate choice we have in life: does
Raising a Toast to the Great Beyond
On a dark pre-Halloween evening, we sing the praises of Mama Death, the Great Underworld & all the realms & gifts that lay there-in
Behind the Curtain of Mystery School / the Demise of the Goths
Herein, Carolyn and Laila talk behind-the-scenes shop about exactly why we’re soooooo jazzed for our upcoming Sleep Over Mystery School, dish about the HOTTT applications we’re getting (it’s gonna fill up fast!) and relate the story of how
“Okay, Brian.”
Sometimes, voices tell you that what you know is true is gross, vapid and doesn’t accomplish anything. Well - you can tell those voices, “Okay, Brian” and know they’re coming from an Old Aeonic Internalized Patriarchy that has literally poi
The Caterpillar’s Question
“Whoooo are youuuuu?” - in this episode, Carolyn and Laila talk about how we have the power to answer the Caterpillar’s Question with mythic trickstery glee, practical tips for going about this, and the immense benefits of doing so.
The Sexxxy Middle Pillar
On a cacao and kava-fueled roll, Carolyn and Laila are still on the front porch with Hannah and Lulu, now talking about the sexxxxy wonders of the Hermetic classic, the Middle Pillar by Israel Regardie.
Dreading the Wonderful / Exercising Your Hermeneutic Choice
Carolyn and Laila hang out with baby Lulu and Laila’s genius artist sister Hannah Johnson and give the real real scoop on the pain / pleasure torus of genuine magickal manifestation work and what it really takes to raise your havingness lev
Instagram Scrolling as Legit Tantric Contemplation
At their favorite tea shop in Pittsburgh, Laila and Carolyn talk about how god looooooooves to scroll the ‘gram of existence. It’s a bit loud when tea shop patrons get to talking around us, but hey, thems just the breaks of hanging out with
Naughtiness is next to Godliness
It’s way way easier to find the divine spark within you when you realize it’s pulsing with the taboo flavor of your naughtiest impulses.
Love is Gross, and It’s Everywhere, All Over Everything
In this episode, Laila and Carolyn riff on their most foundational shared view - love is gross. It forgives everything, knows everything, is kind to everything, even the worst weirdest nastiest shit.
God’s Disgusting Love for Us
Laila and Carolyn talk about God’s total gross narcissistic love for Godself.
The Annihilating Joy of Being Turned Down for Tacos
Carolyn and Laila talk about our existential predicament of being simultaneously totally alone as the great solo consciousness and simultaneously in full Union with all apparent others.
New Aeon Relating
Carolyn and Laila talk about the possibilities of rejoicing in lucidity through sex and relationship.
Mother Will
How Carolyn’s and Laila’s respective saint mothers unwittingly taught them the New Aeon truth that Do What Thou Wilt is the Whole of the Law.
Waking Up with Laila and Carolyn
Carolyn and her dear friend Laila Bernhardt talk about how they met and got wise to the joys of the dreamlike fluidity (emptiness) of existence.
Ego death / Scorpio season / Calcination
It’s Scorpio season! Death celebration time! How do we put down our negativity and surrender into ego-death sensations so we can live more abundantly?
When you pull a “bad” card
Talkin’ ‘bout how to deal when you pull a scary card from the Thoth deck like “Cruelty”
Alchemical Community, the Power of
I relate my story with how an Alchemical community was key to my growth, how I lost that community, and how and why I created WEALTH to replace it.
The Power of Hermaphroditic Perception
Reflections on the Orphic deity Phanes and it’s relation to Hermes, Aphrodite, the Logos, Jesus Christ, the Universe card and tips for the completion of the Great Work.
