Muslim Woman Meets Jesus in NDE with Rev. Honi Borden

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1:27 Now let's dive in to today's episode. So welcome to the show, Reverend Honeybordon. Hi, you doing, Honey wonderful.

1:34 Thank you so much for having me.

1:36 Alex, thank you so much for coming on the show. I'm excited to talk to you about your interesting journeys on the other side and with your near death experiences and all the pretty remarkable stories that you have to tell us today. But my first question is what was your life like before you had your first near death experience?

1:56 My journey, My first near death experience was the age of seven in a fatal car crash, so the journey really started relatively early on. And in that car crash, I was with my parents in the Middle East that I grew up, and we were going to see one of the ancient ruins of Persepolis, which I had quite a bit of fascinations with because I would always draw these ancient ruins ever since I started being able to draw, and my parents finally wanted to take me there, and on the way there, the night before I had a horrible dream. My mother had a horrible dream, and that day that we were driving, we ended up having a fatal car crash. I hit on collision. I was seven at that time, and it was in the middle of

2:51 a desert and nobody really there. During that time was after the nineteen seventy nine revolution, so people weren't traveling as much, and because there was a shortage and oil and what have you, so people would put the put gasoline in the back of the car to travel. Otherwise you have to wait two or three days behind the gasoline stations to be able to go anywhere. So in this phase of car crash, it was really horrific because I was I was in the back seat and the way they hit on collision happened. My parents were severely damaged.

3:29 My father had gone into the window, my mother the reel of the car had broken into her face. There was smoke coming out things everywhere. Everything was smooshed. I could see the other car that you know, they had that had a really horrific impact. So in that experience, in a split of a second, I had what's called mystical experience. But when we experienced such things, such things, they're no longer mystical, they're actually our natural state of being. There, so I was able to transcend out of my body quite large, this larger being, while my little body was still there, and I was able to observe from both that essence and also the tiny body of a seven year old. And and then I was able to a point where I was screaming, really frightened that the car

4:29 was going to blow up because of the smoke coming out. I was able to experience this incredible supernatural power where everything became weightless, and I was able to, in a weightless state, opened the door like there was no effort. Meanwhile, I was screaming before I couldn't even do anything. I was trapped in the car, So make alongstory short, I was able to pull bring myself out effortlessly and left my father with one hand, pull him out of the car, open it and pull them on the side of the road.

5:05 And I thought my mother was dead because of all the blood and the way the wheel was broken in her face. So my journey really began there because I was able to experience, in that mystical experience, who I was the truth of what I am, not just this little body, but the full essence of universal consciousness. At that time was shown to me with what is possible, what is capable, and it's not a miracle. We actually have these gifts. So with that, the journey began with me being able to see beings going in and out of the world, and in and out of the walls, like spirits, you know, loved ones and what have your other ones? And I was able to experiencing angels and ascended masters very very early on, and being able to

5:59 have some other interesting experiences, such as hearing the sound of the flowers. It was so beautiful because I could I could see flowers, and I could see them and see the rhythm of their musical tones and also hear it. And I thought all of these were natural, only to learn they weren't quite natural and other people couldn't experience.

6:28 And so the journey really started.

6:33 Car crash in.

6:35 A car crash as I awakening.

6:38 So then let me ask you before that first seven years, were you a spiritual family? Was this kind of information talked about? Were you in a different religion? And this came as a shock to you. What was before.

6:51 Thank you for that question. So my mother's side there are healers. They, especially my mother's side, they practiced some folk medicine, you know, healing and herbs and what have you, and my mom was not into it. My both my parents were not practicing Muslims what their families were. So that was on that side. But before before the age of this, I also had much earlier on another near death experience. But that was when I had pneumonia at a six month old in the hospital, so that called me that I was getting ready to die. But that was very early on. I have just a few faint memories of that one. So with these you have to understand in the Middle East, anything of these things is not really accepted because they it's not you know, quote

7:43 just the religion and look sat at any of these things kind of like from Am they called it gins like their evils and what have you. They don't embrace this. So I would have these experiences, my grandmother would embrace it, and I would be to have also communication with those who had crossed over, especially like my great grandmother. And I remember the day my great grandmother transitioned and we had gone to for the burial because it has to be done in twenty four hours. And I was walking with my mom and they're all morning, you know, it's really sad. I have to go take the body and a white cloth and put it on the ground, and we want my great grandmother was walking with me on the side, and I'm trying to pool my mom, saying, Mom,

8:33 which is right here, that's not her, this is her. Talk to her. But they couldn't. And it wasn't fully embraced in any way. I have to say yet I had. I was kind of I had a lot of these experiences and it was uncomfortable for school because I had they call it imagining friends. But there was a blue and being with me ever since after that, a very tall blue being which laid or I discovered who it was and it was my guardian. I did everything. He was there with everything I did. So it caused problem in school quite a bit, and my parents just didn't know what to do because I had other experiences. I would tell them I came from here. I'm trying to explain to them, and I would I remember five years old saying my parents, I came to help the people

9:24 of earth, like just so frustrated and they're like, what do you mean. I'm like, but I came to help the people of Earth. So all of these were a little bit of findasy.

9:34 So it's really fascinating because I've I mean, I've never had a Muslim who's had it, or someone in the in the Middle East with a Muslim background in one way, shape or form, have in your death experience or multiple near death experiences. Because in my culture where I mean I was raised Latino, I'm Cuban.

9:51 So.

9:52 It's really it's kind of embedded in our culture from a very early early I mean we're talking about hundreds and hundreds of years ago when Spain came over to Latin America. It's in. It's just it's in the fabric. It's still not mainstream in the Latino culture, but it's except you know, girl, yeah, there's a grandma who's you know, and these kind of ideas. But in the Muslim world, I had to imagine that it's just not you can't even begin even in the Jewish faith, and I'm no expert in the Jewish faith, but even in the Jewish faith, there is mystical aspects to Judaism that go back thousands of years, and same thing for Catholicism and Christianity. But in Muslim is there any mystical aspects. We'll be right

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10:54 Yes, Sufism is also like that. But my my family is exceptional because my my mother's side were all like when I say, healers, because it was always helping others, and they did a lot with herbs. Herbs was a lot, especially with seas and what have you. And my mother beside is the Kurdish and my father their Iranians, and so one of the things that was really part of them was to create changes, changes with not not spills, not magic, but they knew how to create changes, and it was part of their the way that we're very connected to earth. So there's that deep shamanic aspect, if you want to call it. They were part of that.

11:39 The mountain people, they were very much part of the land, and also they were part of understanding the wisdom the nature of the land. So that that was very much part of my mother's side. But my mother was not didn't embrace it. She was she didn't want to go more in that direction. And I was. I grew up with my grandma there, so I feel like there was that support, but my mother just too fast forward. My mother always was able to sort of at nighttime, when she would speak, she would it was always known that she would speak, but she happened to speak with those who had crossed over, and she was always scared of this so never wanted to talk about it at all.

12:24 So but for me, so when I when when my journey began really taking off, being able to show this, it was all over. I didn't know any different obviously, and but it was difficult because in that side of the world they want to kind of you make people really uncomfortable because especially the blue being with me. My parents were thinking, maybe it's imagination, but for me, it was an imagination. I needed him to sleep here, I needed him to sit next to here. And in school, so school became a huge problem. When I was in elementary school, they were called because the kids, the parents of the kids, would say, she's bringing gens or like spirits, you know. But but for me, I could see I could see the relatives, I could see their uncles, I

13:15 could see the ground for those grandmothers next to them, and I couldn't understand why they couldn't see them until they stay fact.

13:25 But let me ask you, such a young child having these abilities, how did you deal with this psychologically? For you, it's just a normal part of life. I'm assuming it sounds like that's the way it is. But all of this kind of negative attention that you're getting from people around you, your community, your family, something, all of this, how did you deal with that?

13:42 It was really it was really hard, Alex, because I could see things so clearly. I could see both the good spirits and the bad spirits. I could see those that were coming in to the house and they did not have good intention, and I would attempt to communicate that, but I didn't. I was not supported. Just like many others, these gifts were not supported, and years later I understood why.

14:08 But what it did it shut me down. So I could see clearly through people. I could see the structures of what they were made of, at a level that it's kind of like a matrix, like if you know the movie Matrix like at that level, but not I didn't have the support for the language in communication, so I did shut down. And also during that time, please understand that in the Middle East. In Iran it was the Iran Iraq War, so we were dealing with the airplanes and the bombings, and the revolution had happened, So there was a lot of trauma, and I incordated it into a very family where this severe trauma was part of my journey. So all of these were taking place behind the scene and not the voice to be able

15:04 to communicate it. Yet, however, I do have to share this the times where we had to go, for example, when they would shed the lights off through the town because they wore, airplanes would come and you wouldn't know where they would drop their bombs. You know, when we would sit, we would go into neighbor's house. We all would grab a pillow or something and wait. We didn't know whether we would live or die the next day.

15:30 We would just wait. I remember there was this joy in me though at the same time I wasn't afraid, and this being the blue Bean was with me. And this is a very significant part because of my nd later and I wasn't afraid Alex. It was I couldn't fully express everything because they couldn't They couldn't understand me.

15:55 So for a very long time, my asma journey began. I began feeling like I'm alienated because I don't belong they don't understand me. I'm really weird on an outcast and strange and all that. So I shut everything down. We migrated US, couldn't speak English, and I had to start everything new. And then that was on itself awful through middle school, but I could see things, but I had to just I like, I don't want this world anymore.

16:21 I just I don't want to interact. I don't want to see any more angels, I don't want just horrible things that are happening in earth. I just don't want it. So I just shut down as much as I possibly could until my father, when I was twenty one, in a tragic fatal car crash. He died, and then it blasted open. I had to. I had to open these doors again, and it was rough. I didn't want to.

16:50 I had experienced too much.

16:52 And well, so let me. So, then, when was the next near death experience or the next significant near death experience in your life?

16:59 Okay, so the major one after this was in twenty twelve January eighth, twenty twelve. So if I came backtrack for just a minute with you. In my twenties, when my father transitioned, that door opened because then he started communicating from other side and I had shut the store very tight since we migrated in the US. I just didn't want it and I was forced to communicate. So then I was very angry. I was very bitter, and I became quite depressed and suicide all I have to say during that time because I couldn't again. I was back in this place. I had this phenomenal experience in the Fader car crash, which thirty years later I wrote.

17:43 I was told to credit to write this book called The Day I Became a Superhero. It's children's inspirational memory to assist children. No matter how awful you experience, you have this power inside of you that is always with you, with God's sources power. So anyway, backtrack again, So during this twenties I was suffering around a lot of this.

18:09 So I just there's this battle inside of me, not again wanting to because I couldn't fully be myself. So a few years later than I had my first son, and through my first son when he was born, he was because he was ill during when he came into this incarnation. During that week, it was a horrible week, Alex of what the tragedy that I faced, and from such place of anger, I can't even tell you how angry I was. I was so angry at God, and I turned to God and I said, you did this, You better have answers for me. And from that answers, that door opened up. So the door started to slowly open up, and I opened an entire center just to dead holistic healing and also many spot because I wanted to find a way to educate, to help people to

19:07 not go through what we went through. I didn't feel any mother or any father should ever face what with their child, that stuff and meeting all these medical community they didn't understand. But what happened as I opened my center, I began experiencing people from mediums and psychics coming in. Meanwhile, the stores started open, and I had I'd been fighting it.

19:32 I just didn't want to because it felt so lonely. I couldn't relate. I was just I just wanted to be normal like everybody else. But that was definitely not the plan. So long story short. During that during this time, I began having a lot of things started open up so the doors were opening. I was having a lot of amazing experiences with the angels started knocking in again, and the Masters, and again I'm kind of pushing and I'm kind of hiding it, and I have to say, and probably more of a spiritual closet because I just didn't want people to know what I knew. I wanted to be able to write because I was so afraid to be judged. So let me just go back. And I happened to be married. I got married really young.

20:21 I was married to a special agent with Department of Defense who was a top secret engine. And meanwhile we were having a lot of experiences with the both of my first son and second son, you know, with plasma ships and some of these other star being experiences in our house. He had seen also the blue Wings, and so these were starting to happen.

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20:56 Until January twenty twelve. I a little bit before that, I was very ill. I became very ill, and and that's when my heart stopped on that day about seven thirty pm, and I crossed over into spirit side, and my entire world.

21:19 Changed again again. It changed again, because because it was constantly changing throughout your life, it's been very interesting journey so far. So what happened when when you when you, I guess died, essentially you start heart stopped and you shifted to the other side. But what happened on the other side?

21:38 Okay, So what happened? The very first thing was when I left this body. When I left this body, I was not in this body naturally, it was not physical anymore. Ye still was the spirit body. So as the spirit body came out of the room above the room and just looking at the physical body, then the physical body just look just just lifeless.

22:02 This nothing yet this is my spirit body. Was so excited that it was finally out of that body that had suffered so much.

22:12 I experienced so much pain. It was so happy to be fee from it. So as it came out, it looked at it quickly. It wasn't anything of I have to say, It wasn't any compassion any of that. You were just the freedom finally out of that body. So then it lifted up and the very first thing that happened is sort of like my spirit party came out of earth, and it was like around the stratosphere, if you want to call it that. Again, it's very hard to put this in the language, the proper language. The very first thing that happened for me was this incredible luminous angelic being, This mighty angelic, gorgeous with the golden pink whitish ray appeared before me, and it was more of a feminine energy. And and she put these three

23:12 sort of like a dusty pink rings around me, and she introduced herself as Arcane Johanniel. A lot of people don't have that experience, but mine. The first one that met me was Arkan Johanniel, and it was just the most incredible, loving experience. My spirit body was experiencing which was very much looked like this, except was in light lighter form. So from there she took me to this she she kind of like lifted my consciousness a little bit, and I came to this place that had a two sides.

23:53 One was a quarter on my right. That was my loved ones. My uncle, my grandmother was there, my grandpa, my cousins, my other tongue was my aunt, my great grandmother. All of I could see them. They were like claughing and they look so radiant and gorgeous, this radiant, luminous, and they were so excited to see it. I was so excited to see them. And and but this archangel looked at me and looked and said, no, this way, and to my left was again in like another quarridor.

24:32 The colors inside of them was very dark blue with a bit of a silvery and a bit of like an indigo color. And she telepathically communicate I had to go through there, and I had no understanding why. So I went through that, and it went really fast, like a light speed, kind of like when you see Star Wars.

24:55 It's going to be fast exactly. So it went through that, and when I came on this other side, it was a different, complete, different dimension. It was a different consciousness place where there was nobody Alex anymore. It was just consciousness, and it was exuberant. It was gorgeous in the colors, colors that on Earth we never ever ever even experienced.

25:23 And the again, lack of a better word, would be like Nebula. It was like I was inside it a star that's Nebula, like the most exquisite, gorgeous. I can't even despite what that was, so from there my consciousness was risen again, so I was going through dimensional consciousness shifts. So as it lifted, I was brought into this place where it was more of a structure. And inside of the structure it was it was a very large room, semi circular, more circular, and there were windows onto my left and it was all gold, and the windows to my right, and there were twelve tall, very tall blue beings, six to my right, six to my left, and there were more translucent and color. Couldn't see their face. There

26:26 was a kind of like a white hue behind them, no feet, and they were waiting. So my consciousnesses was brought there and there was the communication as they introduced themselves as the Victorian Golden Council of twelve. Had no clue that was, you know, like that consciousness. But all I know at when I was, when my consciousness was there, I inside my consciousness was that on the home. Finally, it was this feeling of finding. I didn't know how I knew that, but I just knew that I'd been waiting so excited to be there, so within that I was able to brought the sixth that were here, and the sixth that was this said there was a space gap alex in between, and within that they brought some kind of like again lack of a better word, like

27:24 a screen, and this screen started going through very fast, extremely fast, many many lives. So on mine it was eight hundred and forty four fast flashing lives that they showed me very significant points in time of history and different incarnations that my soul had come in.

27:46 Can I stop you there for a second, because I just want to kind of before I forget. For a lot of people listening, it doesn't if we're looking at this through the eyes of the material world where we live in, obviously a lot of things don't make sense. But the life review of all these images of the lives review in your case, of all these images, you're able to compute and accept this information at almost an instantaneous processing of this information. As opposed that this would happen to us here, we wouldn't be able to even process this stuff. So you're getting this at a different level.

28:22 Yes, we won't even be said. The way it goes, it's completely understood recognized. The lessons were there. So much is shared within these lifetimes that the soul had chosen to incarnate, so what was what was happening in there was I was being shown this meant the many lives, But in that I didn't know why. I was being shown that I'm going to watk you through what was please, So within that telepathically the first the first thing that happened, These lives were shot. The lives my life in the Maria was shown very specifically the work that I was doing with breath. So since the thirty years, I'm teaching meditation and breath in this incarnation. So finally this was understood.

29:14 Why why in that cornation the life in Atlantis was shown, The life a few very other very significant was shown. The time when Jesus walked amongst Us was shown very specifically. Many other lifetimes in between were shown. And as that was shown, then my consciousness these Doctorian elder beings, they brought my consciousness into the middle, but they wanted my DNA to come in there, so they brought the consciousness of my DNA right in the center and they started reshifting things. With reshifting, there were these color coding sequences with keys that I have no language for, and it was readjusted and they said something about the eighth strand and at that time, I didn't know what that was until you know, I was sent back, which I'll get

30:14 to that in a minute. And so a few other things like this took place in there, and telepathically it's all communication and I'm and I'm seeing, my consciousness is seeing, not the bodies. And then after all of this, then this in the center, this blinding, blinding, blinding lights started sort of like more like descending. And in the center.

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30:57 And the room in where they were started getting lighter and lighter, and the even it was blinding to my consciousness. And and as my and my my consciousness was getting pulled towards this light and this was descending, my consciousness was going more towards it. As it got closer and closer, a figure appeared. And that figure I remember my consciousness side like this again, there's there's no worse for it.

31:33 It was beloved Master Living. Yes, sure, the Christ, but he's not known as Jesus, and like how it is on earth, it's yes sure, and he he appeared and it was the most incredible experience of that side, that seeing and and my consciousness was pulled into this in the way. Then he began communicating, and very quickly he said, you cannot be with us, my child. You must go back and share this. He took his hand and with this it was in a body of knowledge that he showed that had to come back and share. And then he also said you will be with us soon, go back, and a few other things that he shared that I cannot share here. And with that so quickly, without Alex me having any opportunity to negotiate, my consciousness was besides

32:41 itself to finally be there and this feeling of home. I was finally I was finally right. My conscious was finally right. Oh, this is where I am, this is where I belong. And just like that, I was sent back again, back in the light stee and it went through those those different planes of consciousness very quickly, dimensional consciousness and dropped into my into this body. And I have to say, as it dropped into this body, it was not that the old honey. It was a new honey that dropped into this body, because within within three days my entire body was healed. I was completely completely healed, and I came back with as I came back, returned.

33:37 There were these other unusual abilities because I was then sent on a very specific planetary mission with forty locations on Earth that I had to go on. So that's where my entire life changed, everything like my marriage, when my center had closed, my product line, everything, everything went down to me having Then it came the aftermath to then answer this mission, the call to serve this this planetary specific work. So olive you at that for now, that's a lot, that's that's a lot.

34:23 That's a lot, to say the least. So when you were so you basically were like with the counselor of elders, for lack of a better term, with with the with the group that you were with, you didn't see any of your relatives or any other spirit guides.

34:38 Not there, Darling, not not there with the Doctorians, what the elder Doctorians that I was with, the twolve of that were there. What is very important to share is as my consciousness was there, I was also one of them. So they wanted me to come back to the part of me that was also there. This is very important because when I was sent back to come into this body, different version of me, this part of the Auctorian had to had to sort of like reunite, come back so that it can deliver this planetary mission, which I'll get to in a second. And I also want to share that that blue being that was with me since our experience as a child, it was recognized, it was understood, it was interstood that it was also one of these

35:38 Octorian beings that was with me watching over, especially after that fatal car crash, that was supporting and assisting. And I had other experience as a child too because of the they had been around I didn't know, but experiences I had, especially in Iran, with being able to see their plasma ships for example, and telling my parents in the car, but they couldn't see. They couldn't see what I could see. So after this everything finally made sense, everything was understood. I also skipped this part which is important when in in when I was on the other side, I was also shown Alex my sole agreement with my biological mother, bio logical father, my brother, why Middle East, the Middle East was so important, Why my soul had

36:37 to come in the Middle East in dis same cornission to deliver this mission afterwards. So and it's part of a lot of the changes and uh and why in a female form, So all of these was shared very explicitly and details that finally the battle in sidenly ended.

36:58 So you were basically shown or or at least explain your soul blueprint or your sole mission or so plan in this lifetime.

37:06 Absolutely this one. Why you know, for example, why this much, this much tragedy in this incarnation, why this level of heartshe why my soul chose, especially at a very very early early age to experience experience, you know, the sexual abuse at the age of one. Why it was so important? Because I will tell you this was such an important part why I became a trans medium, trans channel. But how deep as a total trance I get into this was part of the gift because I was able to leave the body very quickly, so everything was explained to me.

37:47 But what happened the pain and the suffering in this incarnation that I don't like, just the unfairness, why, like just why why has to be so hard? Why just just why? There's the passion and I always had that passionate wanting to help others, and it's just the suffering was way too much. And I knew you know for a while. I remember that I should say this to you too. I remember when I had my center. I had all these mediums and psychics that were coming to my center, and they wanted to tell me. They were trying to point to me, you have this other point, you have this other mission. You got to do this, You're going to be doing this and that I'm like, no way, has nothing to do with it. I want nothing to do it. I'm just them. I'm a mother,

38:34 I have this. I want no part in this. So thought, it's so hard, Alex and and and I remember as somebody there was another mystical experience had happened, that somebody out of nowhere showed up in my center and said and said that I have a I have a specific message for you. She had brought something to me. And and and I had just come back from California. I had another mystical experience, but I hadn't told anybody other than my former spouse and my brother. They were the only two that know. And this person came out of nowhere and said, I have a message for you. I was told to find you because you have to deliver this.

39:20 And they pointed out to Abraham I'd never known about Abraham. I didn't know about Jerry Esther Hicks, nothing, And somehow there was a message from Abraham that had come to this person, that had brought to me that I had never heard of. So I went to Abraham's first workshop. This is all before I had even had my MDE and uh and I remember sitting there and I remember hearing you're going to be doing this, but you're going to do it in a full tracks, and I was like, I left. I said, there's no way, no way, No, I just came because I don't I don't even want understand what's happening right now in my life. So there was a lot of these.

40:07 We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor, and now back to the show. So did you have any You didn't have any other near death experiences after this?

40:20 Right?

40:21 No?

40:21 No, no, no, that was that was enough, thank god. No more, no more. Nearly the space So you channel is, but you channel as well.

40:29 Then I'm a full transmitium trans channel. So I'll tell you what came off after this. So one of the rumors said, after being sent back, it was a different expression in this in this party. So one I came back with a few different abilities. Remember I told to the DNA. So so one of the things that happened is as I had began my healing, facilitating healing sessions, what have you, this is when the Auctorians began communicating and they're going to be training. So my training really began to show me different ways of seeing through the body.

41:09 So one of the things that started happening was I began being able to see into people's bodies in like like an X ray, what was happening, what was happening in the liver of what was happening in their law bader like so detailed. I could see like hairline fractures and all of these things. And then I was able to see the geometric patterns of their bodies, like when it was, for example, imperfect harmonial harmony, which was in God's radiance, and when it was not so, then how to be able to assist and for it to come back into harmony. So some of these gifts had come in, and I was also I had to get on the road to begin this planetary healing. The very specific I had to get to these locations to transform the energy,

42:00 and it was to bring this, this crystalline light into this planet through these things. So mind you, it was very difficult Alex at that time because I didn't have a language to tell people what was happening. My family were, you know, my friends and family were. They thought I had lost it because I couldn't fully explain it. I knew I had to go and serve this mission, and they had they had told me it was a full team we were going to be assisting you. So for example, Saint Germain, the Order of Marchisedic, Master Lanel, Master Hilarian, all these other ones began coming in. It was like a full, full like house that they begin their training.

42:49 So being on the road, one of the things that began happening that we wanted. They wanted to enter into my body for temporary to bring certain material through. And so this is one of the things that happened. But again, what was very difficult about this because I had learned about other channelers other things, and again I was this weird, wacky channeler. I wasn't like. I wasn't like for one entity, one consciousness, there were many different ones. They were all beautiful beings of light. Because yes, sure, Mother Mary Mary Magdalen.

43:30 They were right there, so they were the doorkeepers with arkaneel Michael, so that in which wanted to commune through this vessel had to go through sort of like their gate to bring their message. And again, because it wasn't like one for like let's say, how Bashar you know there, it's just Bashar or esther Heix's for Abraham. Mine wasn't like that. It was different ones that could come in and bring it. And I felt again kind of like I sidered it in this realm, like why aren't other ones like me that could, you know, do this. I kind of felt like I have to like hide a little bit more until and this became very useful because on the road I would go into these insane level of full trance and the best that would do is

44:21 I put the recording on the side because I know it's coming and I'll be like passed out. So I had no memory of what was happening. Yet all of these things were shared through me. So until shortly after my now spouse, who I've been with he entered my life and I was shown that was another one that he'll be coming where we can deliver this together. So he began recording all of this. So for about a two and a half to three year period, they would come in, they would meet him, my consciousness would be completely on the side. It would only see things imagery, no memory whatsoever what was said. He has full recording.

45:03 So that's part of our book that will be coming out twenty twenty four. Channeling the Masters and they wanted to be word toward what was said, very detailed explicit information. But like right now, I couldn't do it because I would it goes. It's a very very deep transfer. It will take me a while to come back out once I go into that place.

45:25 God just says, yeah, you can't do like an impromptu channeling today.

45:29 No, No, if Michael was here, I would because it's it's extremely How do I want to say, it's not like so it's fully incorporated. I don't know. I mean, you have had a lot of channelers in here, so you know, many speak It sounds just like them, you know, all of that. Not in this this The facial structure changes.

45:49 Everything changes, and it's a presence that takes over the body and you hear you hear that entity, that presence that speaks through and it was really uncomfortable, and they pushed me a lot because they wanted me to go public with this too. So I had a two year of sort of more of a contained group of like thirty forty to fifty people in different countries that would come so that they could come and bring the message through for the people. But Michael was there because it will take me quite a while. I haven't still. I still have so much to learn because of how deep it goes, and we've had, we've had people, we've had information from from things that people don't even know about. Like, for example, there was a tribe on Earth before the Aztecs.

46:42 They came through. They had so much wisdom about the trees they wanted to share, like you would never know this information. And so there's a lot of material, deep material shared.

46:56 So do you when you're when you go when you go in and you kind of like just step aside, do you remember, do you hear? Do you see what's happenings as your consciousness or is just completely just okay?

47:08 So I'll share with you what my mindy processes. So what happens is, so let me share this the way this came sort of like with my my husband Michael. So he is a body worker. He's an acupuncturist, massage therapist and also energy worker. So a lot of times my body would go through this pain. I'm like while he's working on me, for example, I remember like, for example, one time it's working on me, like I was like ow.

47:34 So I was like ow out, this furs out and the minute that sounded out would go up and it would go high. My consciousness would step on the side and then and then one of these different beings would enter and then I would me that's talking to you. Would not have any recollection of what was said at all.

47:58 So but my conciousness like shrink to a size of an orber about two feet here. We'd see things in imagery and not the imagery love the way we're seeing images like very like cosmic universal images from from from the light stream, the explanation, what have you, the quote and all of that. And so then Michael would be meeting that presence and he has a recording. So they were communicated with him and what they did a lot of this for that period of three years. They would educate him, teach him how do how do do they how to do the healing bodies, like for example, for those of us who are one of the most one of the most profound. There's so many of them, but one of the most profound ones. My gosh. When then

48:51 these elder ontarians that came in that communicated those children that on display were when they were being sexually abused, what was happening on their soul. So they came shared how they would take care of the soul so while the body was going through that, they would be with these other children. So it's so beautiful what was happening so that the person could go through that process because it was they recognized it was part of their journey.

49:27 It was part of their journey in the earth incarnation. However, they could manage it better. So about ninety five percent of my private sessions or sexually abused because of the journey I've taken. Being on the other side, I can see the divine perfection. I saw what was the purpose. So I'm on the other side, I can truly assist those transforming those severe sufferings, pain and walk of suicide into like the divine gift that it is. So Michael being part of it, you know, he was able to with that, they were able to explain to him. Then they showed him how to heal, how to help me heal my body, what to do all of this. So it's been this incredible collaboration between Michael and I and to be able to you know, part of the healing

50:18 work that we do with individuals.

50:22 We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor and now back to the show. So when you're done with a channeling session, are you weakened or are you energized?

50:36 Okay, great question. Because of the nature of the way, I'm a food trence, so like I can tell you, like you know how Edgar Case would sleep. Okay, So I'm maybe sitting but like my like it's like this, or it's like this, or it's like this. So my body is is it hasn't as much relaxed as it's so intense. It's like as I'm plugged into a thousand watts, and what happens is when I come out, when when when I come back into the body, my body, there's there's like a separation until the integrates. I don't want to talk to anyone. I want to just be. I want to go in a closet, and just just just just to come back, and I want to put usually blanket over me. I'm cold in temperature. I literally can't talk.

51:31 And it depends, it depends who who is speaking. For example, the one that knocked me out the most, not my body at the most, was when actually Yes Sure came and entered it's energy, it's love. I yeah twice three days the love and you know, you know Alex, but he what what happened that day? Was he through that interaction when I re crossed over. I didn't meet Mohammed, I didn't meet Buddha, I didn't meet any of those study It was Yes Sure, and it was the love what he shared with me. He threw my consciousness pulled into that I am that I am. I was able to re experience what I experienced when I was seven and remembered who I am because I was able I tasted it butt at a seven year old. I couldn't do

52:34 much with it until years later to go through many experiences so I can get strong enough so that I can live truly the mission and not turn this away. And literally answered this call. So when that presence and I got to experience it, the presidence of the truth that I am, that Christalline like what that love is truly is, and that is what we're here to embody.

53:06 And that embodiment that comes into this body opens the pathways of the pain that we have res that we have stored, not just this lifetime, all these lifetimes. So it's an actual, incredible mechanic tool that we're here to utilize for our own individual transformation. But it's been sort of like as in, how do I even say people are trying to do it through the thought field, mental field, It doesn't work that way. It is to embrace the depth of the sorry, the depth of the hate, the depth of the grief, the depth of the heart so that you can need it, and then allowing that love that you already are to pull through to transform it, to transcend it. So I got to taste what is truly unconditional. When they says unconditional loving, that means you're

54:03 really loving. There is no more judgment. And we can see it like this intellectually, but it's a whole different experience when you allow it to be in a body. So that's the answer your question in a long sentence.

54:18 Sure, So it sounds from my experience. You know, talking to so many channels on the show, it sounds that when your nervous system is still getting used to this energy. And it didn't sound like you had a priming or a very long priming session where you were kind of prepared for a lot of this energy to come in, because you can. It's not easy to channel. It can be when you're ready, but it is the physical body.

54:49 The nervous system has to be prepared for the wattage. Yes, and it takes time to get there. It doesn't. It sounds like you were somewhat there, but you're still in the process of the Like you know Darryl obviously who does bashar, he just on off. He's been doing it forty years. His body is completely attuned to bashar. There's no he comes out. He could, you know, talk, he could have a conversation. He feels energetic. It doesn't bother him.

55:16 But you seem to be still on that process of dealing with these large energy that it completely not only wipes you out, but it affects you physically very well until you're getting better at it.

55:27 So actually yes and no, So in my experience, thank you for that. Thank you for that communication and let me just reframe a couple of things for you.

55:39 Sure me with me.

55:41 Part of it is because of this incarnation has been very traumatic that my soul choose to go through for very specific purpose, and its purpose is to transform these very heavier energies the capability for it to be transcended as muted into the light. So the central nervous system has been a huge part of it. Up until that point.

56:07 It was this these things had not cleared. So when when I was sent back, as I went on the road, these other capabilities, bringing these other capabilities and there are a lot of those capabilities to then anchor them, embody them. It met some of these frequencies and with each they had to open up. They had to open up. So it was like literally the can of worms that had to open up. And this is why some of the people I interviewed, many that cud crossover, they didn't want to follow the mission, They didn't want to take it to that level because it truly isn't easy. That means you have to be willing to face all that. It is time to truly face that means the depth of it, and within that, when you're able to face it, the

56:56 central nervous system starts going through the change. For me, it was a period of this, the two years of publicly sharing these different masters and the masters and other ones that had to come and deliver it. And then that period ended because it needed to. It was now ready for the next phase, and let me bring this forward because I was then. I was then told because this physical body was able to interact with like a marcis of the consciousness, then with the Sangoman, then with the Yes Sure, then with the Mother Mary, then with even like Nikola Tesla, or like like we had one with Martin Luther, Marketer and other ones that came in.

57:42 So my this vessel, I was explained, is utilized for a period of time for certain information to come through for humanity. That was it, and it was a certain duration. And I was told, once this duration is done, then is my next face which I have entered the next phase to not channel anyone anything. They utilize what they needed.

58:07 They assist that this physical body we needed. Because now then that next phase, which I've been in it for the past year and a half, is the embodiment of the I am, the voice of the I am that I am that presence to speak through within its frequency. So it's the accummulation of all of honeys incarnations, the angels, the beautiful spirit guardians, all of them coming sort of like it was like a retraction of all together to come into the body, to fully be in the body, because I always wanted to leave this body so that this full range can speak through, and that's where I'm at.

58:55 So it's like it serves this purpose, but now it's different place. Now.

59:01 It's fascinating too that you come from a Muslim Middle Eastern background, but yet Jesus, I'm assuming, oh yes, Sua was not included in that upbringing. So it's fascinating that you came into when you came to this side. You didn't meet Muhammad, you didn't meet Buddha, you didn't meet Shiva. You met Jesus. It's it's always yes, yes, sure, I'm using Jesus for lack of a better word here, but yeah, it's it's it's it's really fascinating. Let me ask you what was the message?

59:37 I like to share something to me for sure? What is this? This is also significant. There were four times in my human journey before the nda on January twenty twelve. I like said, there was a voice that spoke very short sentence, very precise. I didn't know whose voice that was. I did not know includes that day before my book was published on eleven, eleven eleven, but before that, it was a five in the morning. This voice came, it is time to write what happened that day.

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1:00:28 And I just got up from the I didn't know whose voice that was. I've been said on the computer. I started typing. I was transported into what happened when I was seven, and the book was written in three hours. I never wrote it. I had no intention of writing it because I always felt embarrassed. My English is not food, grammar is wrong and what have you? No confidence in that.

1:00:51 But this was written and it was that voice again. So when I crossed over, I recognized it was Yes, Sure's voice. So for some reason this was there. But I saw the relation during the time on Earth, what that relationship was, So all of this had come back, so returning back here, it was to carry there's a specific mission that I'm here, as many of us are here to carry this specific it's a frequency. It's a frequency of this crystalline light the way I showed I was consci my consciousness received it when I was seven, and then I received it when I was later on this presence, the omnipresence of the fullness of what we already are, that we are now here to embody in our walk of ascension to truly live from there, because

1:01:52 this is where the heavenly goods can finally bless each of us and bless humanity as it moves through us. This is what was so clearly revealed to me, like my own book of revelation was open. So it wasn't again, it wasn't. It goes not in support of Islam. It doesn't go support of this because I still can't be fit into a box right exactly.

1:02:20 Well, then, so is there a message that Yeshua wanted to put out into the world. What did you come back with as far as a message for humanity in this state that we're in, which is a pretty much of a we're in a little bit of a rough state right now, and it's but it seems like.

1:02:37 From the human the human limited perceptions correct, Yet the divine perfection of it is beyond perfect. It's very hard for humans to really see it. There the humans lens sees through a very narrow focus that has not remembered who and what it is. So from that, naturally it is experiencing a lot of the suffering, just as I had.

1:03:09 I couldn't for long, I couldn't understand why so much trauma and suffering like just too much until on the other side of it, being able to experience the divine perfection as the soul choosing to go through this so that the lens.

1:03:26 Of compassion completely can open up and this frequency of grace, what is really grace? We talk about grace, but people don't know what grace is. When you know what grace is when you are living your life from that lens of grace is pure love. And the pure love is not a human love, my dear, It is a divine love that is here to bless this embodied incarnation also everything and everyone through it. The way it emanates, the way it uplifts, the way it moves that suffering into lightness.

1:04:08 It's an upliftment energy.

1:04:10 No, my dear, I want to ask you a few questions, ask all my guests. Yes, how do you define living a fulfilled life?

1:04:19 It's exactly this for me. For me, it is to allow that mighty essence, that gracious essence that we already are we created from, to be allowed in this human vessel to bless it really, blessed in its love, and bless everyone that come to its path. That, to me is a truly fulfilled life.

1:04:50 If you had a chance to go back in time and talk to little Honey, what advice would you give her?

1:04:57 Wow brings tears to me, Alex.

1:05:01 I'm sure it does. I'm sure it does.

1:05:06 I would say to little Honey from now, I would say, it is such a gift that you can feel the depths that you can feel. This is one of your most profound gifts that you will do so much good with. Just allow yourself to feel, allow it, and don't be afraid to feel the depth of it, because that's where the miracles are.

1:05:47 How do you define God or source?

1:05:50 Source? Is that on the presence of the fullness, expression of all there is. It is the purest of the love that we can truly experience and are given the opportunity to experience in this incarnation. God's source is the source of everything, source software, life throws, life streams and the creativity allows to come in to hear, to to make the changes, to alchemize the different ways. It's the source of naurutia, the source of nectar. That's what that is the ultimate.

1:06:47 And what is the ultimate purpose of life?

1:06:50 To experience true joy, real authentic pure joy, completely allowing.

1:07:02 And where can people find out more about you and the work that you're doing in the world.

1:07:09 Social media is very the easiest. Email is a wonderful one. Essential Alchemists at gmail dot com or honeybe h O and I B eleven eleven at gmail dot com. We're on social media. I am Instagram is Honeybee eleven eleven and also YouTube and.

1:07:28 And you have a website too.

1:07:29 Right on the website. The new one is being built. So in the next couple of months we have the new one. It's we had to you know, you're upgrading.

1:07:37 Always always always, jail always and do you have a and do you have a party message with the audience?

1:07:46 Thank you for that for this is for I would say those of you who really walk the walk of not being understood, being lonely, being isolated, being you don't belong. Please note that has been a huge part of your journey in being able to have this space where you can get to discover you, and from that place you can really also support others. That walk of loneliness is no joke in this incarnation. And to know that even though it seemed that way, there were always always angels send a masters so much love, wrong, but the human journey had to go through that. Have a lot of compassion for your human journey because you're not just your human journey. You're so much bigger than your human journey.

1:08:45 Just be gentle and loving to your human journey, especially when it's going through these challenging times of it experiencing loneliness and suffering. Because it's a part of its experience, it will be on the other side and it can experience it in a divine perfection.

1:09:06 Anni, thank you so much for coming on the show and sharing your experiences with all of us. I truly appreciate you and everything you're doing for the world, So thank you.

1:09:13 Thank you so much. Alex and I want to just really thank you so much for this platform that you have opened. I can't say you and others that have opened this have been really answers to prayer to many of us because for so long we've had this experience, but we couldn't really put it anywhere. So here find it seems like twelve years later, it's our time where these messages can be shared, and just so that people know that they're not alone and they don't have to suffer, especially if the love ones have crossed over, especially if they're having these magnificent experiences. These are also the natural state of being this, if anything, they're more natural. So thank you, thank you, Thank you for this gift and opportunity.

1:09:59 I really siate it.

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