Am I Mean for Setting Boundaries? Why Taking Care of Yourself Feels Cruel

When you were raised by a narcissistic parent or a parent with unmanaged borderline personality disorder, you learn early on that keeping the peace and managing your parent's moods is the "kind" thing to do.
Your family conflates kindness with you taking on the job of regulating your parent's emotions, and now every boundary you try to set can feel like a moral failure instead of the basic self-care it actually is.
In this episode you'll learn:
• The real difference between kindness and the emotional caretaking you were trained to call kindness
• Why appeasing your parent got framed as "the right thing to do"
• The one question to ask yourself when a boundary feels mean
• What genuinely unkind behavior looks like, and why setting a boundary doesn't come anywhere close
• Why your body might still feel uncomfortable and unsafe setting a boundary even once you know you've done nothing wrong
If you've spent your whole life worrying that taking care of yourself makes you the mean one, this episode is for you.
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